I am sorry everyone, well, everyone meaning all of my friends.
I have been a total self-centered bitch lately. And I hate it.
But I can't help myself. I am just plain not happy. I can't be happy and with everything that's going on with me, there is no reason to be happy.
I just sit in the shower and I cry. I feel like there is no point in me even living because nothing ever seems to go right.
This isn't a journal entry I wrote for pity. I feel sorry for myself, yes. And you might think that makes me more of a self-centered, selfish bitch than I already am but I can't help but feel sorry for myself. Oh well.